The day have finally arrived - tomorrow I will return back to work. Honestly though, I'm not as emotional as I thought I would be on this day. Probably because I have 42843723 thoughts running through my head: What do I need to pack for the sitter? Will Cohen sleep better tonight? What do I need to prepare for tomorrow at school? Will my kids be good or how many office visits will I need to make? Will I be able to make it the whole day without an emotional breakdown?
I'm sure it will hit me hard as I get ready to walk out the door and realize that he's not coming with me. But, the day will hopefully go by fast and really, he's only at the sitter for 6 hours. I think what makes it hard is that he's teething - which is causing him ear pain and sleepless nights. We actually made a trip to the Urgent Care today to check it out because he keeps tugging at his left ear. But like I told Kurtis, I can sleep when I'm 100 - if I have 18 years of sleepless nights, then so be it. We have been blessed with an amazing gift and they aren't perfect. :)
I'll miss our morning routine - his naps, my workouts, Regis and Kelly, Ellen and The Baby Story. I'll miss his cute little squeals in my ear as I burp him after his morning baba and his sweet smile as I go to pick him up from his crib. Most importantly, I'll miss watching him grow into a little man - but I guess I do have the weekends.
But I'm going to do it - because there are only 60 days until Summer break.
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